Apologies for writing less, my buddies. I’m sure you miss my ramblings terribly.
The problem is, I thought I was OK. So I was thinking, “What shall I write about, then?”
And then I had therapy yesterday.
And now.
Now. I. Think. I. Am. Having. A. Breakdown.
For real.
I have harassed a few friends on email today. I have met Irish Two for lunch and cried on his shoulder.
I’m seeing a friend for dinner.
And a margarita.
Pizza of Doom 
One step forward, two steps back. I understand, girl. Surround yourself with people that care about you. And if you ever need an extra set of ‘internet ears’ you can always e-mail me. Stewart.Crystal85@gmail.com 🙂
It’s mos def properly dubbed “an emotional roller coaster” . . .
And. it. TOTALLY. sucks.
Hang in there.
One year for me tomorrow and I’m embarrassed still sometimes about the range of feelings/emotions I possess/hide/show/share.
It’s thE most exhausting thing I’ve ever been thru – hands down.
I kind of talk about him like he’s dead now. It’s weird, but that’s what the things I say end up sounding like.
Most of my family and friends probably wish that was actually true right about now, but they are still willing to listen or read and for that, I am eternally grateful.
How did the anniversary of the fateful day go? Did you do something to mark it? I’m thinking of booking myself into a spa for mine x
It went much better than I had anticipated, I happened to have the day off so I did a spa thing myself. My children had given me a gift certificate for my birthday in November (thus the “11” in “1124”) and I never found the right time to use it.
Then it dawned on me . . . Friday the 13th . . . perfect!
I had a 20 minute mineral bath (which are a big deal-ish tradition here in Saratoga Springs; http://www.gideonputnam.com/Spa.aspx) and an hour massage.
A-mazing!
The rest of the day was busy with errands and stuff, but I managed to not cry.
(Pretty certain my kids were taking bets . . .)
Truth tho?
I went to see “Maleficent” on Saturday and some of the things she said . . .
Yeah.
Cried in the car on the way home.
Thankfully, I was ridin’ solo.
Went to see The Plain White Ts (OK), Daughtry (meh) and The Goo Goo Dolls (one of my very faves) last nite, so all in all – a great weekend!
Thank you for asking; I hope you get thru your “anniversary”, too.
❤