I will fall

1 Nov

I’m a huge fan of the TV show Nashville. There is perhaps no greater luxury in life than getting into a bubble bath with my iPad set up to play the latest episode.

Don’t judge.

This show is one of the things that has kept me alive for the past few months.

I’m just going to say it: I love it more than Glee.

And this song from it sums up a lot of my feelings right now. The lyrics are really poignant. Lyrics like, ‘I thought I was good at loving you, but our light went out when you wanted it to.’ And – ugh – ‘You said goodbye was forever, and I’ve spent the past year piecing my life together. Just when I think I’ve let you go, your song is playing on the radio.’

This is why I can’t meet up with my ex.

I will fall.

My heartbreak is nowhere near settling down yet. I don’t stand a chance.

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4 Responses to “I will fall”

  1. Christine November 1, 2013 at 5:43 pm #

    You do stand a chance, it just takes time (which sucks).

    When you get into a tight place and everything goes against you, till it seems as though you could not hang on a minute longer, never give up then, for that is just the place and time that the tide will turn. ~ Harriet Beecher Stowe

    The tide will turn, and hopefully November will be better.

    • aprileb November 1, 2013 at 8:51 pm #

      Thank you. I really appreciate the support. And I know that you are right. It’s just so hard to keep on keeping on. X

  2. Just Someone November 1, 2013 at 6:56 pm #

    Nice song and the lyrics are indeed touching. A video response to your post:

    I would say one reason I am not able to feel normal is the presence of all these romantic songs and movies. 😦

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